Tuesday, October 4, 2011

I Know That My Redeemer Lives

It's currently raining here in the Seattle Washington Mission.  It's feels like a kiss goodbye as this is how it was when I arrived.  It's not the usual sprinkle rain either because I can hear big drops of water hitting the glass in the library.  The rain has become so normal to me now... It's something I expect to hear in the early hours of the morning.  Rain, clouds, wet, cold, hungry (always), irate individuals, knocking doors, etc.  This formula = happiness, joy, miracles, changed lives, accomplishment, trainings, learning opportunities, the consequence of sin, blessings I have, more education than I thought I'd ever be given, a chance to change, a chance to become better than who I was.
 
I LOVED MY MISSION!!!!! I understand so clearly now why they want every worthy and able young man to serve a mission.  It changes you more than those you serve.  We should leave with the attitude of not "what can this church do for me?"  but instead, "What can I do for God?"  However, even when you leave with the better attitude God still blesses you.
 
The most valuable things I've learned on my mission is 1) That my Redeemer lives.  Wow.  Have I felt and seen his power. 2) I can choose to become something better and defeat the natural man. 3) Sin brings negative consequences, righteousness brings blessings.  4) I have so much in my life to be grateful for. 5) I am a son of God and he does answer my prayers. 6)This really isn't my work, it's His. 7) Overall, the church is totally true!
 
Thank you for everything that you have done for me.  I loved the packages, the letters of support, the prayers, and the charity.
 
Love you and see you next week.
 
Elder John Paul Bottema
Washington Seattle Mission
September 2009 - October 2011.